I was infatuated with someone and she
laughed in my face. I handed her a rose
bouquet. It might as well have been a glop
of sewage.
I felt like a piece of chewed gum
spit out in a water fountain at the gym
all because of Anastasia Williams.
I liked how she walked into the gym,
Stacy, a big blond with curves,
pushing forty, easily young enough
to be my daughter. A vine tattoo, green
with tinges of red, twirled from her calve
to her thigh. I liked her bruised shin
she showed me from when she tripped
on a stair master. I liked her voice, her hair
coiled at the top of her perfect head.
She sat at a machine doing pull downs
for her lats, arms, and shoulders. I liked her
back, her front.
I wrote her a letter. I brought her roses,
yellow roses. She said, Keep them. Give them
to someone closer to your own age.
