I feel jealous of the people who laugh and do it together.
Fixed time, fixed place, agenda fixated on laughter.
I join the group and stand nervously in a circle of strangers.
Deep breathing, stretching, chanting and clapping -
gentle warm-up, only to deceive.
In no time, injected with rich hormones of deliberate lies
the mad medley of laughter turns into an unruly riot.